Yeah...You know what they say, life can be a bitch sometimes. But you move on, and, with luck, everything will work out. At least, I hope.

Ok, so, as some of you know, I'm not in the Air Force anymore. But, it's not all bad. It was an honorable discharge, so no worries there. I'm not in anymore because I finally told my supervisor at the time that I'm bisexual, and at the time, had a boyfriend. What can I say? I got tired of living a lie. Turns out, though, that was the mistake. I moved to Houston to be with him, but, after a few months, everything fell apart between us. I'm not going to get into the whole story. Suffice to say, I'm on my own again. Fortunately, the other two guys that we were sharing the apartment with (a really nice gay couple, even though they scare me at times XD) let me stay here until I can get enough money saved up to move back to Tucson. I dunno why, but I felt more at home there than what I have anywhere else. Can't really think of a way to explain it. And before anyone says anything about the awesome friends I have there, that's not entirely it. I felt that way from the moment my boots hit the ground when I flew in from Germany, even before I met the Furizona group.

There's a trick to that, though...The job I'm at right now, an overnight stocker at Toys 'R' Us, doesn't pay that much, nor do I have decent hours...I barely have enough to make my part of the rent each month, never mind saving much money to get back to Arizona. I was looking at the cost of a small moving van earlier...590 bucks from Penske. So, in reality, I need to save up about twice that so that I'll have a comfortable bit of cash to work with. On the plus side, one of my old military buddies offered me a place to stay when I get back until I can get back on my feet and get my own place and stuff like that. Like I said, though...The trick is actually getting the money I need >_> I've actually been thinking of getting a second job, but with my schedule, that really wouldn't work very well.

So, really, things have been really up and down for the past few months, mostly down. But, you know me...It takes a lot to actually get me down. I may be an ass, but I'm certainly no pessimist XD I do know, though, that I'll be back where I belong eventually.

In other news, art and writing is slow, as usual...I just really haven't been much in the mood for it. Probably because I've been playing a lot of Fallout 3 and Team Fortress 2 lately XD If any of you hop on the Furry Pound Servers for TF2, I'm there, as, what else? Vendace XD Just your not so friendly neighborhood medic, smacking the living shit out of spies trying to trick me into healing them XD Ok, so, friendly to my team, not so friendly to the opposition. Hey, it works, right?